People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
And I’m just trying to decide who’s right: my head, heart, friends, or you
Cause believe me the thoughts have gotten all jumbled and confused
I used to sing about luck and love
But we didn’t work when push came to shove
They say all good things must come to an end
But I’ve also heard somethings don’t break they bend
I’m trying to figure out which one are we
But my words just sound like a desperate plea
Lately theres no compromise in sight
And I’ve been loosing whats left of the light
So I close my eyes and send up a prayer
Cause at least someone out there still cares
I can’t decide whether I am sad or angry. I feel as though I’m standing on top of a mountain and the air is too thin here. I’m light headed and unsatisfied. My lungs are left unquenched, my eyes are filled with tears that won’t fall, and my throat is closed around a scream that won’t come out.
I can’t decide whether I like you, hate you or am just plain indifferent towards you. I want us to be the us before you lost trust and I lost confidence. I want to take back the doubts, tears, and confusion. I want to curl up in the memories of the past, not this broken reality I am living in.
I can’t decide if I should let you go or come running back. My mouth is dry without your kiss, but my soul has been feeling empty. I thought I was going to love you until the ends of time, but what I didn’t consider was wether or not you are the you I’ve thought you up to be.